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Showing posts with label precepts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label precepts. Show all posts

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Acquisitive energy is alive in each precept

During my morning reflections on the precepts, I read part of Reb's chapter on not-lying.  He mentions that, for many people, the precepts regarding intoxication, sexuality, and lying are connected.  Intoxication makes lying and bending the truth much easier – some of us may even become intoxicated to enable ourselves to be more willing to bend the truth.  If intoxication is a problem for us, its something we would be very tempted to lie about, including to ourselves; and of course, intoxication can lead to a lack of mindfulness regarding sexuality.  Sexual desire can facilitate lying for many reasons; one is because the desire to impress can lead many of us to bend the truth about ourselves.  

I found myself thinking of how the desire to impress, which can all too easily involve a lack of honesty, is often the desire to acquire, and realized that these precepts were also intimately connected with not-stealing. 

The precept of not-stealing has not meant much to me before, because I was thinking of it simply in terms of stealing physical objects.  However, considering not-stealing as the acquisitive mind and body, the mind and body that wants more than it already has, the mind and body that wants to own or control something, the mind and body that is not fulfilled by what it has in the present, has made this precept fruitful.  Considering not-stealing in this light has allowed me to consider how this precept facilitates perfecting other precepts: reading about not-lying, I was also reading about not-stealing.  

The being that lies - the being that refrains from total forthrightness, the being that speaks in half-truths or promotes obscurity rather than clarity - is often a being that feels the urge to acquire something; the being that is not mindful about sexuality is often a being who feels the impulse to acquire the attention of another being in a variety of ways and may even want to own or determine the way the energy of another being manifests.    

One of the great gifts we can give the world - one of the manifestations of danaparamita or the perfection of generosity - is a highly developed non-acquisitive nature.  When we develop this nature, others can feel free around us and truly cared for by us: we are not trying to get anything from anybody but are caring for all beings, including ourselves, exactly as we are.

When reflecting on many of the precepts – even those involving maintaining rituals and taking refuge – I realize it is fruitful to ask myself: do I have any acquisitive energy around this precept?  In some form, I do have acquisitive energy around every single precept, and part of the work of gradually perfecting the precepts will be working with the many manifestations of acquisitive energy. 

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

The meaning of not stealing


The thief
Left it behind
The moon at the window
Ryokan

In explaining the precept not to steal, Reb Anderson tells the story of an 18th century monk and poet named Ryokan who lived in a small hut in the hills, possessing nothing: “One full moon night, a thief came to visit.  Ryokan was not at home, so the thief entered, but he found nothing to steal.  Ryokan returned and caught the thief and said, ‘I’m sorry that you came all this way and didn’t get anything.  Here, have my clothes.’  The thief was surprised, but he took the gift and stumbled off into the moonlit night.  After he had left, Ryokan, standing naked in the moonlight, cried out, ‘Poor fellow, he didn’t get much!  I wish I could give him this full moon, too.”    

Reb Anderson read this story before he was a Zen student.  Ryokan showed him a type of mind that he wanted to emulate, a mind that had perfected the attitude of not-stealing – that had perfected selflessness and generosity.  Ryokan had also perfected something else essential to not-stealing: the ability to be fulfilled by whatever he happens to have in the moment.  Ryokan does not need more, he does not need something else, be it different objects or different emotions or different events in his life.  

How does zazen cultivate not-stealing?  There is the mind that wants things, that seeks fulfillment by trying to get what it does not have.  Actually, there is the body that desires what it does not have, a body filled with energy driving it to seek fulfillment in delusory ways, in ways that will not actually lead to fulfillment, in ways that at best lead to transient satisfaction.  The mind may well understand that it will not be fulfilled so easily, but the energies in the body persist and overcome the mind.  This work with the body is at the core of Buddhism: learning to transcend our actions and thoughts that only lead to transient satisfaction means working with the body, and the way we do that is through meditation, by steadfastly facing, recognizing, and being compassionate with all the energies in the body.  So in zazen it may look like all we are doing is staring at a wall but really we are practicing deep honesty and love. 

Zazen perfects the precepts because zazen works on a body level; it forces us to sit with the energies in the body, gives those energies a chance to be seen and to settle down.  Zazen is a practice in finding fulfillment in this very moment; so zazen is actually the precept of not-stealing, of not trying to gain something, of not trying to seek fulfillment elsewhere.  But it goes both ways; the precepts also facilitate zazen, the active practices, visualizations, and contemplations of selflessness and generosity and fulfillment alter and calm the organism and facilitate the deepening of zazen.